{"id":626,"date":"2024-03-10T18:11:33","date_gmt":"2024-03-10T22:11:33","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/michelleleighmiller.com\/?page_id=626"},"modified":"2024-03-10T18:11:35","modified_gmt":"2024-03-10T22:11:35","slug":"finding-evelyn","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/michelleleighmiller.com\/finding-evelyn\/","title":{"rendered":"Finding Evelyn"},"content":{"rendered":"\n[et_pb_section fb_built=”1″ theme_builder_area=”post_content” _builder_version=”4.24.2″ _module_preset=”default”][et_pb_row _builder_version=”4.24.2″ _module_preset=”default” theme_builder_area=”post_content” column_structure=”2_5,3_5″][et_pb_column _builder_version=”4.24.2″ _module_preset=”default” type=”2_5″ theme_builder_area=”post_content”][et_pb_image src=”https:\/\/michelleleighmiller.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/08\/Finding-Evelyn-3-D-Mock-up-1.png” _builder_version=”4.24.2″ _module_preset=”default” theme_builder_area=”post_content” title_text=”Finding Evelyn 3-D Mock-up” hover_enabled=”0″ sticky_enabled=”0″][\/et_pb_image][et_pb_button button_text=”Available on Amazon” _builder_version=”4.24.2″ _module_preset=”default” theme_builder_area=”post_content” button_alignment=”center” custom_button=”on” button_text_size=”21px” button_text_color__hover_enabled=”on|desktop” hover_enabled=”0″ sticky_enabled=”0″ button_bg_color=”#0C393B” button_bg_enable_color=”on” background_layout=”dark” button_url=”https:\/\/www.amazon.com\/Finding-Evelyn-Michelle-Leigh-Miller-ebook\/dp\/B01BYLUWWY\/”][\/et_pb_button][\/et_pb_column][et_pb_column _builder_version=”4.24.2″ _module_preset=”default” type=”3_5″ theme_builder_area=”post_content”][et_pb_text _builder_version=”4.24.2″ _module_preset=”default” theme_builder_area=”post_content” hover_enabled=”0″ sticky_enabled=”0″]

Sometimes when you lose yourself at the hands of another, you need the help of others to find yourself again.<\/span><\/p>\n

On the run from her abusive husband, Evelyn finds temporary refuge on a rural horse farm with an abrasive police officer, Chris, and his formidable grandmother, Lou. But when an unexpected romance blossoms with Chris and with the dark threat of her husband still looming over her, Evelyn flees once more, this time to the city where she finds sanctuary in a small tavern.<\/span><\/p>\n

Hidden in the bustling city, Evelyn is determined to rebuild her life through the unwavering support of her newfound friends. But when Evelyn\u2019s past catches up with her, will she have the strength to fight for a new life, no matter the cost?<\/span><\/p>\n

A tale of one woman\u2019s journey to rediscover herself, heal from abuse, and stand tall against her abuser, \u201cFinding Evelyn\u201d is a tribute to the indomitable spirit of survivors and the healing power of love.<\/span><\/p>[\/et_pb_text][\/et_pb_column][\/et_pb_row][\/et_pb_section][et_pb_section fb_built=”1″ theme_builder_area=”post_content” _builder_version=”4.24.2″ _module_preset=”default” custom_padding=”0px||||false|false” hover_enabled=”0″ sticky_enabled=”0″][et_pb_row _builder_version=”4.24.2″ _module_preset=”default” theme_builder_area=”post_content”][et_pb_column _builder_version=”4.24.2″ _module_preset=”default” type=”4_4″ theme_builder_area=”post_content”][et_pb_heading title=”Start Reading” _builder_version=”4.24.2″ _module_preset=”default” theme_builder_area=”post_content” hover_enabled=”0″ sticky_enabled=”0″ text_shadow_style=”preset1″ title_font=”|700|||||||” title_text_align=”center” box_shadow_style=”preset2″][\/et_pb_heading][\/et_pb_column][\/et_pb_row][et_pb_row _builder_version=”4.24.2″ _module_preset=”default” theme_builder_area=”post_content”][et_pb_column _builder_version=”4.24.2″ _module_preset=”default” type=”4_4″ theme_builder_area=”post_content”][et_pb_heading title=”Chapter One” _builder_version=”4.24.2″ _module_preset=”default” theme_builder_area=”post_content” title_font=”|700|||||||” title_text_align=”center” hover_enabled=”0″ sticky_enabled=”0″][\/et_pb_heading][\/et_pb_column][\/et_pb_row][et_pb_row _builder_version=”4.24.2″ _module_preset=”default” theme_builder_area=”post_content”][et_pb_column _builder_version=”4.24.2″ _module_preset=”default” type=”4_4″ theme_builder_area=”post_content”][et_pb_text _builder_version=”4.24.2″ _module_preset=”default” theme_builder_area=”post_content” hover_enabled=”0″ sticky_enabled=”0″]

Evelyn would need to work through the pain to pull off her escape successfully. She had not planned to spend her morning at the emergency room. But then again, who does? Having enough to keep her busy wasn\u2019t necessarily a bad thing, though. Idleness tended to make her jumpy and jumpiness tended to make Lance suspicious. A suspicious Lance could lead to a canceled trip, especially in the wake of the morning\u2019s events, which had resulted in a fractured wrist, stitches above her eye, and bruised ribs. <\/span><\/p>\n

Once a year, Lance and his buddies took off to a remote camping spot for a weeklong festival of poker, beer drinking, and occasional fishing. There was no cell service and the closest payphone was twenty miles away, a trek Lance used to make twice a day, until laziness and a false sense of security dwindled the trips to once a day, then every other day, then once when arriving and once when leaving. <\/span><\/p>\n

Instead, Lance would rely on their neighbor, an aged woman, who had nothing else to do but sit in her rocker and stare out across the street from her bay window, to be his watchdog. <\/span><\/p>\n

Rebecca Collins was the antithesis to women\u2019s lib. A woman who had been deeply devoted to her late husband, Rebecca made it clear to everyone she met, a woman\u2019s place was at the feet of her husband.<\/span><\/p>\n

Some people would say the word hate was too strong to use against such an old woman; Evelyn had no problem with it. Twice, the woman had whispered in Lance\u2019s ear. Once when she saw Evelyn speaking to a strange man at the grocery store, in a way that she felt was inappropriate and another during spring cleaning, when the sight of large trash bags being stuffed into Evelyn\u2019s trunk meant a flee attempt. Both incidents had led to a few bumps and bruises and a deeply ingrained hatred for the woman.<\/span><\/p>\n

Evelyn\u2019s first order of business was to pack his bags. Pulling the neatly folded clothing from his drawers, she carefully placed them inside the duffel bag. Then she retrieved his toothbrush and shaving items from the bathroom, separated them into Ziploc bags, and placed them neatly on top of the clothes.<\/span><\/p>\n

On her way into the living room, she stopped cold, her breath catching on the exhale. Glass and numerous cracked CDs and VCR tapes littered the rug, the mess almost forgotten in her hurry to pack his things. Dropping the duffel bag by the front door, Evelyn grabbed the trashcan from the bathroom and began the arduous task of picking up the tiny shards of glass, which had once served as the entertainment center\u2019s front door. <\/span><\/p>\n

Underneath the cracked particleboard, Evelyn found a pool of blood, dark red from the air, drying into the pale carpet. She dashed to the bathroom and rifled through the cabinet until she produced a bottle of carpet cleaner. She returned to the stain, doused it, and prayed.<\/span><\/p>\n

Scrub brush in hand, she rubbed the spot furiously, dabbed it with a towel, sprayed, and repeated the process. To her relief, the stain faded to a light shade of pink and eventually to just a hint of color. <\/span><\/p>\n

She stared at the fading spot and how close she came to death finally hit her. Had she hit the glass door a little differently, had his kick hit just the right place, there were all kinds of ways this incident could have ended in her demise. <\/span><\/p>\n

It was the kick that finally broke her. Over the years, she had been punched, smacked, had her arm twisted, her hair pulled, but never kicked. Once she was down, he always walked away. But, not this time. This time he kept going. He kicked her and then he stomped her. For the first time in their five-year marriage, she feared she might die, and she suddenly hated him. No more excuses, no more what-ifs, she hated him. She loathed him. She wanted him dead, and then she wanted to leave. <\/span><\/p>\n

Pushing the morning out of her mind, she finished cleaning, dusted everything in the house, and carefully vacuumed each room. <\/span><\/p>\n

She tried to stifle the nagging question in the back of her mind. Could she really survive without him? It would only take one kind word on his part and she knew the plan would come crashing down. The good thing was the days of gifts and apologies were long gone.<\/span><\/p>\n

That question was killed off as soon as he stepped foot through the door, with demands and complaints and not a bit of interest in her injuries. She jumped at his every request, even filling some before asked when finally, a horn blared from the drive. Without a goodbye, he grabbed his things and headed toward the door, shouting orders to mow the lawn and weed-eat by Saturday. We couldn\u2019t have the neighbors thinking bad of him. That wouldn\u2019t do. <\/span><\/p>\n

Then he was gone, and for the first time she took a breath. When she looked up across the street, sure enough, Rebecca Collins had her tiny withered face pressed firmly against the bay window. Evelyn waved and inwardly chuckled when Rebecca yanked the curtains closed. Evelyn knew full well the woman was still watching through a tiny crack in the curtain. <\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cWatch all you want, you old bag,\u201d Evelyn said through clenched teeth. <\/span><\/p>\n

Shortly after the beatings started, and before Evelyn knew Rebecca, for the bitter old woman that she really was, Evelyn had made the mistake of confiding in her about Lance\u2019s abuse. She had hoped for support or advice, but what she got was the rumor mill. Jo Lynn Minton was the first on Rebecca\u2019s list, then Jenny Collins, Lisa Mullins, and Sherry Black, all of whom were wives of Lance\u2019s closest friends. They took action, cornering their husbands about Lance, naively believing they would step in and take charge. But, when those men confronted Lance, it wasn\u2019t to admonish his actions but to warn him of his new bride\u2019s loose tongue. <\/span><\/p>\n

In the end, Evelyn ended up with a bloody nose, two black eyes, and a chipped tooth quickly fixed to avoid embarrassment on Lance\u2019s part. After that, Evelyn had kept her distance, becoming more and more of a recluse, until her outings consisted of only trips to the grocery store and the occasional social function on Lance\u2019s arm.<\/span><\/p>\n

Despite pulling away from the public eye to avoid slips of the tongue, the public eye still managed to make Evelyn\u2019s life miserable on occasion. Whether it was at the store or in her yard, the whispers always made it to Lance. He wouldn\u2019t wait for an explanation; he would just hit and often Evelyn was completely unaware of the cause. Around her house, Rebecca was usually the culprit, like the spring-cleaning incident, when Evelyn would go room by room and rid the small house of clothing and items that were no longer worn or used.<\/span><\/p>\n

The first thing she had started on that morning were the closets. After moving her car to the driveway, so she could later clean out the garage, she stuffed old clothes into trash bags and hauled them to her car. Lance\u2019s truck roared in just as she shut the trunk. <\/span><\/p>\n

At first, she had turned to greet him, but one look at his face sent Evelyn backing away across the lawn. He grabbed the keys, which still dangled in the trunk, and turned it, yanking the bags out and throwing them to the ground. <\/span><\/p>\n

He was screaming, \u201cWhat! You think you can just leave me and get away with it? Don\u2019t you know by now, I\u2019ve got eyes everywhere?\u201d <\/span><\/p>\n

Still backing away, Evelyn tried to speak but she slipped, fell with a thud, the morning dew that still blanketed the ground soaking through her clothes. Stunned and sobbing, Evelyn kept repeating that the bags were going to charity, trying to break through the thunderstorm that approached her with clenched fists. He raised his arm to strike, and she tried to cover her face, yelling loudly, \u201cI\u2019m not leaving. It\u2019s for charity! It\u2019s for charity!\u201d <\/span><\/p>\n

She gritted her teeth against the blinding pain that was sure to follow, but it didn\u2019t. Instead, Lance just stared at her, then suddenly shot a dirty look across the street to the shadowed face of Rebecca. <\/span><\/p>\n

Without a word, Lance disappeared into the cab of his truck, gunned it, and sped from the house. Embarrassed, Evelyn gathered up the bags that were strewn across the lawn, shoved them back into the trunk, jumped into her car and pulled away, fighting the urge to flip off the old woman, still watching from the window. <\/span><\/p>\n

From that point on, Evelyn began lining out her day to Lance before he left for work, and if she forgot to tell him, she didn\u2019t do it.<\/span><\/p>\n

Now alone in the small house, doubt began to creep into her brain. What if he decided to call this time or Rebecca changed her schedule? What if he got sick and had to return home or one of her other neighbors had been charmed into watching over her? The questions looped through her brain until she beat her head with the heel of her hand. The nagging feeling that she had missed something important, something that would undo the whole deal, nagged at her while she finished her evening chores.<\/span><\/p>\n

Halfway through dishes, she reached over, flipped on the kitchen light, and gasped. She may be able to fool Rebecca into thinking she had missed Evelyn coming and going, but if the house lights didn\u2019t come on in the evening or worse, were on in the middle of the night, during the old woman\u2019s many trips to the bathroom, she would know something was up, probably call the cops. It would be over before it started. <\/span><\/p>\n

Had she thought of it before, she could have started getting up in the middle of the night with fake insomnia or accidentally forgetting to turn off the lights, but since she had no choice but to kick start her plan the next day, Evelyn had no time to set up a new schedule for Rebecca\u2019s benefit. Predictability had its downfalls.<\/span><\/p>\n

Despite this huge oversight, she wasn\u2019t quite discouraged. They didn\u2019t get papers delivered and after a rash of mailbox thefts a few years prior, all of their mail was sent to a post office box. It was nothing for it to be a week or more before Evelyn checked the mail, so no eyebrows would be raised. Evelyn had even learned how to check the voice mail from another phone, without Lance\u2019s knowledge of course, so that she could clear messages, just in case Lance or one of his friends called.<\/span><\/p>\n

She finished the chores just before eight o\u2019clock, much earlier than usual, but of course, she didn\u2019t have anyone to clean up after. Despite racking her brain, the light dilemma still bothered her, and she was no closer to a solution.<\/span><\/p>\n

In the bedroom, Evelyn pulled a dusty suitcase and matching duffel bag from the top shelf of the closet and threw them on the bed. Pulling back the top covers on the perfectly made bed, she felt along the side until her fingers slipped into a small rip. Like a box of tissues, she pulled bill after bill out until a little over two thousand dollars was piled on the floor. Two thousand in three years wasn\u2019t too bad, especially when it was saved a little at a time, sometimes as small as a quarter.<\/span><\/p>\n

Initially, it was meant to be their \u2018get out of gambling debt-free\u2019 stash, Lance\u2019s only vice, albeit an expensive one, but over the last year or so, somewhere in her subconscious, she knew it had become her ticket out. She knew it because less than a year ago she had allowed Lance to walk out of the house with the five hundred dollar diamond ring her parents had given her for Christmas the year she turned sixteen, without a word of complaint.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cChristmas! That\u2019s it!\u201d she yelled to the silent house. In a flurry of excitement, she jumped up and sprinted to the spare bedroom closet. <\/span><\/p>\n

Five boxes and a screaming rib later, Evelyn finally located the one marked Christmas lights. With a quick rip of the tape, she dug through the box until she produced a small white timer. Relieved, she smiled. She packed away the boxes and returned to her bedroom to finish her planning.<\/span><\/p>\n

In was ten o\u2019clock before Evelyn finally curled up in her bed. Despite her fear of Lance during the day, Evelyn always found it difficult to sleep without him by her side. After what seemed like an eternity, she opened her eyes with a groan, fluffed her pillow, and tried her stomach, finally resorting to counting imaginary sheep, which didn\u2019t help. It was two o\u2019clock in the morning and her brain just wouldn\u2019t stop. What if he called or the timer didn\u2019t work? What if someone stopped by or the car broke down or he decided to cut his trip short? What if, what if, what if, it just wouldn\u2019t stop. <\/span><\/p>\n

The next time she looked at the clock it was four o\u2019clock, then it was seven o\u2019clock and the alarm was blaring. Stiff and sorer than usual, probably due to the bed olympics she had just performed, Evelyn turned the shower as hot as she could stand and stood underneath the cascade of stinging water. <\/span><\/p>\n

Sometime during the night, Lance had called with only a gruff, \u201cI\u2019m here.\u201d His complete lack of interest in her activities lessened Evelyn\u2019s fears and considering Evelyn\u2019s empty social life, the chance of anyone just popping by was slim. It was too bad that type of rational thought had evaded her during the night. <\/span><\/p>\n

Donning a comfortable shorts outfit, Evelyn carried her bags to the garage and loaded them into the trunk, then went back for her sleeping bag and pillow, just in case. Of what, she wasn\u2019t quite sure. As an afterthought, she searched the garage for any useful tools and settled on a jack, an emergency tire kit, purchased for Lance and never opened, and an emergency flashlight, complete with radio and flashers. Short of a weapon, Evelyn was satisfied and returned to the house.<\/span><\/p>\n

With a steaming cup of coffee in hand, she took a seat in Lance\u2019s recliner. Seconds ticked by and after a few minutes, which seemed to stretch out endlessly, she turned on the television. The image slowly faded in until the toothy smile of a perfectly sculptured blonde filled the set. She was rambling about how the latest movie released had offended her because of something pertaining to her brother. Her nasally voice cut through Evelyn\u2019s weary nerves. It was just way too early in the morning to be socially conscious, she thought and flipped the channel. <\/span><\/p>\n

This time she was met with yet another blonde, scantily clad, bouncing up and down to techno music, yelling \u201cCome on, you can do it! Three more, two more\u2026..\u201d Click. <\/span><\/p>\n

After scrolling through the channels, she found her way back to the original show. This time it had a map of the United States and a professional-looking young woman was explaining the images plastered across it. Curious as to what kind of weather she would be facing, she stopped flipping and sat back. She didn\u2019t understand the fronts moving this way and that, but the general idea was a chance of thunderstorms late in the evening with sunshine for the day, temperatures pushing into the eighties. The forecast reminded her of sunglasses, which she quickly retrieved from the kitchen table. <\/span><\/p>\n

By midmorning, the glistening of grass disappeared and Evelyn, with gritted teeth thanks to her sore ribs, rolled the push mower from the garage. With a yank and a grunt of pain, the aging mower sputtered to life. It usually took a little over a half-hour to mow the tiny lawn, but over an hour had passed before Evelyn finally finished, wiping away the sweat caused by both the heat and pain. She could feel Rebecca watching her from across the street.<\/span><\/p>\n

Back in the house, she showered again, slipped into a clean comfortable shorts outfit, refilled her coffee cup, and sat back down in the chair to wait. She had forgotten to turn off the television and instead of the meteorologist, a scruffy man who looked older than he actually was chattered excitedly about his new book to the interviewer, a petite woman doing a horrible job of feigning interest and battling to keep the writer on track. Evelyn picked up the remote, and tapped it impatiently, but found nothing of particular interest. Giving up, she returned to the same channel and feigned interest along with the interviewer. <\/span><\/p>\n

Evelyn jerked, sending the cup of coffee flipping through the air. She braced for the pain when the liquid splashed across her leg. It took her a minute to realize the coffee was no longer hot. She had fallen asleep. <\/span><\/p>\n

Immediate panic set in. Of all the times to finally fall asleep, it would have to be during the most important time of her plan. Jumping up, she glanced out the window, scanning the street for any sign of the familiar van. Still disoriented, she glanced from the street to the clock and back to the street again, until her startled brain finally processed the information. With a sigh, Evelyn realized she still had fifteen minutes. Determined not to make any more mistakes, she stood at the window like a statue, watching the road intently. <\/span><\/p>\n

At exactly one o\u2019clock, a small white van pulled into Rebecca\u2019s driveway. The old woman, clothed in her best tattered dress, wobbled slowly down the steps, stepped into the van, and was gone.<\/span><\/p>\n

Evelyn rushed through the house, checking lights, and making sure everything was off. On her way back into the living room, she tripped, barely catching herself against the wall. Pain shot through her injured arm and ribs. With a deep breath, Evelyn forced calm. It made no difference how quickly she left. Rebecca would be gone for hours, and Evelyn had no particular place to be. Causing herself more injury would do her no good. With one last look around, and a last-minute check and prayer over the Christmas timer, now plugged into the front room lamp, she slowly walked into the garage, slid into the driver\u2019s seat, and froze. <\/span><\/p>\n

The eerie calmness that had enveloped her earlier was suddenly stripped away, leaving only doubt and fear. Then, as quickly as it appeared, the panic subsided, leaving her hand, which previously gripped the wheel with whitened knuckles, free to turn the key. Watching in the rearview mirror as the garage door crept open like a stage curtain in the opening act, Evelyn backed out slowly, closed it again, and pulled onto the empty street. For the first time in years, Evelyn remembered what it was like to be free.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Intense rays from the afternoon sun penetrated the windshield, leaving Evelyn hot, sticky, and on the verge of a headache, despite the air conditioner being cranked to the max. Much to her relief, the vast farming fields, dotted with the occasional dull farmhouse and disintegrating barns, slowly gave way to newer model homes and fewer fences, signaling the approach of civilization. <\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cWelcome to Beria, Home of Will Charles\u201d was scrawled across a small, bullet hole riddled sign. The first glimpse of the minuscule town was anything but impressive. The dilapidated trailers, lawns littered with blocked up car frames and chained dogs lunging at her car as she rolled by, made her instinctively lock her door. <\/span><\/p>\n

A few dirty-faced children, dressed in cutoff jeans and nothing else, ran out in front of her. One little blonde-haired boy flipped her off as she slammed on her brakes to avoid crashing into him and then disappeared around the corner of one of the few houses on the street. No adult came out to scold the children for running across the street. As a matter of fact, the only adult Evelyn saw was an obese woman in a muumuu, sitting quietly on her front porch, watching with accusing eyes. With a sigh, Evelyn continued cautiously down the street, checking the sidewalks carefully for more little monsters, and contemplating whether to stop, despite her protesting bladder. <\/span><\/p>\n

A few more blocks and she realized the town was bigger than it seemed, stretched out in line rather than blocked in like most towns. The trailers gave way to neat little houses and office buildings, as she emerged into the heart of the town. Spotting a small diner on the left, she pulled in and parked. The parking lot was bare, and Evelyn secretly hoped it was the time of day and not a testament to the establishment\u2019s service. <\/span><\/p>\n

Purse and map in hand, she entered the door and was immediately greeted by a young girl, around seventeen years old, who asked Evelyn the number in her party and smoking preference, then escorted her across the diner to the backside. <\/span><\/p>\n

The hostess placed a tattered, faded menu on the table and informed Evelyn that a waitress would be \u201caround in a minute\u201d. Scanning the menu, Evelyn made a decision seconds before faint footsteps signaled an approaching person. <\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cHiya hon, what can I get to drink for ya?\u201d Looking up, Evelyn found herself staring at Flo minus ten or fifteen years. She was even snapping on a piece of chewing gum. Stifling the chuckle that threatened to escape, Evelyn answered, \u201cUm, how about a Pepsi?\u201d <\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cOkie Doke. Be back in a sec for your order.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

Evelyn badly wanted to answer \u201cokie doke\u201d back but thought better of it. The waitress returned shortly with a tall glass of dark soda, which after one sip told Evelyn it was definitely not Pepsi. The waitress pulled a pen from her ear and waited.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cI think I\u2019ll have the reuben and a side of fries, please.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cThat it?\u201d The waitress asked, not bothering to write the order down.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cYes, ma\u2019am.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

She picked up the menu, placing it under her armpit, \u201cMy name\u2019s Christine. If ya need anything else, just holler.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

Christine was off before Evelyn could ask her where the bathroom was. Scanning the small dining room, she finally spotted a small hallway hidden around the corner, a sign reading \u201couthouses\u201d with an arrow pointing in that direction. Picking up her purse, she followed the sign to the doors. A plaque adorned each door, one with a bull and another with a cow, sporting extremely oversized udders.<\/span><\/p>\n

Inside, she grimaced. It wasn\u2019t actually dirty, just unkempt, pieces of toilet paper littered the floor and two of the three toilets were unflushed, leaving the tight quarters with a faint urine smell. Tearing off a piece of toilet paper to act as a barrier, Evelyn went into each stall and flushed, then went to the third one, as if it being flushed somehow meant it was cleaner. Ripping off more toilet paper, she lined the seat with makeshift germ blocker, pulled down her jeans, and sat down. <\/span><\/p>\n

The walls made for good reading. Evelyn found out that Joanne and Melissa were easy and that Lisa loved Ken, who must be loved by someone else too since her name was scratched out and a rather unkind word was scratched into the paint underneath. There were countless other phrases of the same type, plus the many \u201cwuz here\u201d statements. <\/span><\/p>\n

Out of nowhere, she was overwhelmed with the need to leave her mark. Digging through her purse, she fumbled around for a pen. Instead, she pulled out a nail file, looked at it questioningly, then leaned forward and scratched feverishly. When it was done, she sat back to admire her work. It read, \u201cLance is a wife beating son of a bitch.\u201d Pride was immediately replaced with guilt, as she began to imagine the poor owner, who would have to eventually repaint the door. Immediately following that thought, was the paranoid idea Lance would see it. She scratched at Lance\u2019s name until it was no longer readable, quickly finished up, washed her hands, and hurried out the door to her table, leaving her temporary regression into pre-pubescence behind.<\/span><\/p>\n

Christine was placing the plate on the table when Evelyn returned. Stepping aside, Christine smiled but Evelyn looked away, afraid that the kind woman would see through to her guilty soul. <\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cAnything else I can get for ya?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cNo thank-you. It looks good.\u201d And it did.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cBest reuben around.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

Evelyn smiled as she turned the bottle of ketchup over while sticking a butter knife into the opening to allow the thick liquid to pour out. \u201cHaven\u2019t seen anyone do that before. Most people beat the heck out of the bottom, then swear all over the place when it lands on their shirt,\u201d Christine commented. She almost sounded awed. <\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cMy mother taught it to me, after I did precisely the same thing, well, minus the swearing.\u201d Evelyn offered. <\/span><\/p>\n

Christine flashed a slightly discolored grin, then glanced at the map still folded neatly on the table, \u201cSo where ya headed?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cSouth.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

As if expecting more, Christine waited quietly, then a funny look clouded her face, a mix between disappointment and exasperation. \u201cOh. I\u2019ll let ya get to your lunch.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

Quickly, Evelyn blurted out, \u201cReally, I don\u2019t know. Just South for right now. Kind of an overdue road trip.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cOkay,\u201d she said, her tone noticeably lighter. \u201cBut, if you\u2019re trying to go South, you\u2019re headed the wrong way.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

Evelyn stopped mid-bite, \u201cWhat do you mean?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cWell, thought you pulled incoming from that way,\u201d she said, pointing in the direction Evelyn had indeed come in from.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cThat\u2019s right.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cWell then, you keep going that way, you\u2019ll be headin\u2019 back North.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

She must be wrong. Evelyn had followed the map carefully or at least thought she had. Clearing a spot on the table, she spread the map out and studied it. Pointing to a place on the map where she thought she was, she looked up at Christine who had pulled out a pair of glasses and put them on, \u201cThis is 279, right?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

Christine shook her head and placed her finger northeast of where Evelyn\u2019s finger was, \u201cNope hon, you\u2019re on 93, right here.\u201d She tapped it once as if to prove she was right.<\/span><\/p>\n

Sure enough, a teeny Beria was printed on the map next to Christine\u2019s finger. Evelyn had noticed that Beria wasn\u2019t listed on the map and had simply assumed that the town was too small to rate the cost of ink. Immediately, tears formed as she realized her mistake. Had it not been for Christine, her path would have sent her right back in the direction she was running from. A thick, heavy hand patted her shoulder, \u201cNo use cryin about it. I mean if you ain\u2019t headed nowhere, then you ain\u2019t lost, right?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cSorry. I just thought I was further away than that.\u201d Christine\u2019s silence made her realize she had said everything with just that one sentence. \u201cI mean\u2026.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cSweetie, you don\u2019t have to explain it to me. Been there, done that. Twice.\u201d Evelyn didn\u2019t know what to say, so she stared at her sandwich. When her customer didn\u2019t speak, Christine patted her hand and said. \u201cTell ya what. Finish up your lunch there. Got a few things I gotta get done, then I\u2019ll be back.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

Doing as instructed, Evelyn choked down the sandwich and a few fries, her appetite long gone. She was studying the map when Christine returned, trying to figure out where things had gone wrong. A piece of notebook paper appeared under Evelyn\u2019s nose. \u201cHere. This is a shortcut to the highway. If I were you, I\u2019d stay away from the back roads around here. Most of the signs are either missing, turned the wrong way, or shot up. I put on there how you know you\u2019ve went too far, \u2019cause I\u2019m not sure if all the roads are marked.\u201d <\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cThank-you.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cDon\u2019t mention it. Can I get ya anything else?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cNo, I think I\u2019m done,\u201d Evelyn said as she piled her silverware on the plate. <\/span><\/p>\n

Christine ripped a piece of paper from a small pad and placed it face down on the table, then picked up Evelyn\u2019s half-full dish. \u201cJust pay at the register when you\u2019re through. Take your time.\u201d She started to walk away, then turned back and pointed at the map. \u201cThis is where you\u2019ll come out at. Just in case.\u201d <\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cThanks again.\u201d Looking at the check, Evelyn was surprised at how cheap it was, the whole bill only coming to four dollars and ninety-eight cents. She had a sneaking suspicion the bill had been discounted, but without looking at the menu again, she couldn\u2019t be sure. She placed a five-dollar bill on the table and stood up.<\/span><\/p>\n

The same expressionless teen was waiting at the register. After paying, Evelyn glanced around for Christine, but she was gone. After a few \u201churry up\u201d looks from the hostess, Evelyn finally left. <\/span><\/p>\n

Evelyn made one more stop at a filling station to top off the tank, not relishing the thought of running out of gas in such a remote area. Once she was back on the road, she placed Christine\u2019s handwritten directions beside her for easy reference. As the sign \u201cYou are now leaving Beria,\u201d loomed before her, Evelyn realized she had forgotten to ask who Will Charles was. <\/span><\/p>\n

After an hour of driving, Evelyn was safely on the highway. Christine\u2019s directions had been right on the money. She was glad the directions had included landmarks. There had been only two roads that were properly marked. At one point, she had thought about restudying the map to find another way, still fearing that Lance could return early and report the car stolen, but with the sun creeping slowly into the horizon, she changed her mind.<\/span><\/p>\n

Now with steady thumping of the expansion joints under her tires, the highway stretched in front of her with no end in sight. It was worse than the endless miles of cornfields and pastures. Turning the radio up, she messed with the dial until a woman\u2019s voice drifted clearly to her ears. \u201cHey, hey, hey, welcome back to all my Breakfast Clubbers and Brat Packers, you\u2019re listening to all 80\u2018s weekend with Zsa Zsa Beats. Sit back and relax, or don\u2019t if you\u2019re driving, and listen to this lovely little tune from my favorite hairband, Poison.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

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